Castiel (apoorexample) wrote in elysianfieldsrp, @ 2010-06-28 04:19:00 |
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Entry tags: | castiel, gabriel |
Who: Cas and Gabe.
What: Brotherly bonding and such.
Where: A bar.
When: Shortly after this.
Rating: TBD.
Status: In progress.
It was strange to know he had siblings here, after so long completely removed from his family. That it was Gabriel and Anna made it all the better. They had always been his favorites, and their deaths had stuck with him. Anna though...there was so much there that it hurt to think about it. There was regret and betrayal and so much pain. It hurt to be around her, and he'd had enough pain for more than one lifetime. The strength of her anger and hatred toward him was a little overwhelming and he wasn't sure how to process it. As much as he wanted to hold on to his apathy, it was nearly impossible in the face of her bitterness, and he found his control slipping, yearning once again for the numbness the drugs had always given him.
With Gabriel, at least, there seemed to be an understanding. They had their arguments, of course, but they each got that the other was pretty fucked up. He didn't want Gabriel to leave, for a mix of reasons both selfish and not. He wouldn't deny that a large part of it was that he needed Gabriel there, needed someone to understand him and be there for him, but it was more than that. His brother had done so much, more than had ever been required of him, and he couldn't bear the thought of the archangel fading into oblivion, gone forever. Gabriel deserved better than that. He deserved the peace this place could surely provide. He was glad when his brother had asked to see him, because it allowed him to hope that Gabriel might stay. He'd arrived at the bar first and waited for his brother, slumping in a chair and working on his drink.