You have no idea what pleasant even means. You were being confrontational and an utter bitch. I get that you're damaged, but you need to get over it. You're dead and you're going to be here a long time. Suck it up and deal.
Who gives a damn if you were tortured? You aren't the only one and some of us are actually trying to move past it. So go fuck yourself, you miserable cunt. We're done.