"Used to think that way myself." Even though he always was a fool for love or even love's bitch you could say he still felt like it was pathetic at times. He was suppose to be a vampire after all and that just wasn't something they did. Angelus tired telling him that before when he got mad at Angelus for fooling around with Drusilla. He told him how no one belonged to anyone and basically just to have fun. Though that was something Spike couldn't do. Though now that Spike has the soul he doesn't really feel like it's pathetic anymore. He almost is human himself besides the fact he still needs to drink blood, can't go out in the sun and well is immortal. So really not that close but closer then other vampires and most demons.
"Speak for yourself love." Spike said to her comment about them being pathetic. Though he was pathetic in the sense that he still needed to get over Buffy, but he knew that and that's what he was trying to do right now.
Next thing he knew she started to complain about it being too loud again and now it was too hot and she jumped off her seat and left. Of course he wasn't going to just sit around and let her go off, even though he should. Instead Spike got off his seat and followed Justice outside. It didn't take her long to realize that he was behind her and she asked him a question he wasn't quit expecting.
Spike let out a small laugh as he just looked at her. "Plenty of reasons I suppose. Don't just love someone for one reason." He sighed. Sometimes he wondered himself why he loved her. "Just do I suppose." He paused for another moment thinking back on everything. "She made me feel like a man, like I wasn't a monster anymore. Sides just makin' me feel like a man she actually treated me like a man. Something bout her made me feel so alive and she changed me for the better. I became one of the good guys and helped save the world. Suppose for the first time I truly feel like I have a purpose." Spike liked saving the world, especially now that he had a soul. "Then there's the fact that so many times she could've killed me, then again I could've done the same so many times. When I had that bloody chip in my head was completely helpless to an extent. Couldn't hurt anyone good and right then and there she could've killed me but she didn't. She started to let me work with her little gang and all. For awhile made me feel like she needed me or wanted me around. Much more then I can say for some others in my past."
Trying to single down all the reasons he loved Buffy was next to impossible though at the same time sometimes he didn't know why he loved her. Just something happened, what he wasn't sure just one day he saw her in a different way. Maybe he always really loved her since the first moment he saw her dancing in the club with Xander. Even back then there was something that drew him to her though he figured it was just the fact that she was a slayer and he wanted to kill her. He became a bit obsessive with her though whenever he really did have the chance to kill her he didn't, there had to be something more there back then.