-- We've decided to keep and raise it together. -- I feel good about that decision, for the most part. Definitely about raising it with him. -- And I want to think that I would be okay at this, but I'm still worried. -- I just think about dad and [...] I don't know. -- I like to hope that I have more of mom in me than him, but I can't help thinking about it. -- Part of me knows that I've only known about this for less than a day, so I logically shouldn't be just magically without worry or concern. -- But it would be nice if that were the case.