MCRHINEHARTS
I keep asking myself that same thing, Miles. And the truth of it is I'm not really sure. I'm...scared to want anything. She's been my best friend for forever, and I never allowed myself to think that she could be more because, you know, she never really exhibited an interest in girls. At least, not with me. We have joked for more than a decade about her being "tragically heterosexual."
I just...I can't even consider losing our friendship. And I know relationships don't always work out. So I'm terrified to step over that line if we're both not sure. The longer that this goes on, the more certain it feels that she wants to ignore it and not talk about it at all.