Honestly? I feel like I haven't been able to breathe since he told me. My heart hurts so much for him, Nick. And her. I just keep thinking about our dad and trying to imagine living twenty years never having known that love and support, and imagining it feels like multiplying how much losing him still hurts time two decades. I want to sympathize with the girl's mom. I want to say I understand how difficult her decisions must have been. But [...] I just keep finding myself coming up short on being able to understand it.