STELLA | EVERETT
I don't doubt it even for a second. I just [...] know what the alternative feels like and I don't love the idea of you having to know it, too. And, yes, a small, selfish part of me also just doesn't love the idea of sharing a part of you with your ex, but mostly I'm just really exhausted by how emotionally taxing our dreams can be. Though I guess despising someone isn't really less taxing than loving them, so maybe these dreams will just always be the worst.