» I try :P » Oh, jeez, no, that makes PERFECT sense when you put it that way. » Delusional of me to think everything can just be nice and :), really. » I obviously don't have this figured out or under control either (which I hate!!) but I can tell you one thing. » Trying to turn the feelings off is totally futile and even more frustrating. » You might as well just try and embrace it.
» idk! Probably not, but the one dream made me cry. » So one was just that I was Hermione, and I was getting my Hogwarts letter at my parents' dental office, which was in London. » My parents were literally the same. » Then I had a dream that I had to wipe their memories to go find horcruxes with Harry. » Only they still looked exactly like my parents. Come to think of it, Ron looked like Rory hahaha oh god my brain is messed up. » Anyway, long story short, I woke up crying and asking my parents if they remember me, so they think the SATs and college are making me unbalanced.