LYLA | MAX
Grief, and so much guilt. Not even just for how things ended with Daenerys, but just [...] everything.
We talk, but we don't talk and that's entirely on me. I just feel like, I don't know, I shouldn't burden her with even more than I already have, even though she tells me that she's fine. I know I need to get over that because she's the person I want to share everything with and I've known for awhile that she's the person I want to do that with for the rest of my life and I can't ask for those things if I'm holding something back. It just feels so big and immovable and impossible.