NIKOLAEVS
I think...I understand at least a little bit better now. It's not the same, you're right, but the aftermath is similar. I suppose I could wear high collared shirts in public for the foreseeable future and mine would be easier to hide, but...I'm not likely to do that for forever. If it was an odds shape, it would be easier. I could excuse an accident...but there's no mistaking what it is.
I'm sorry that you are, too, Sasha. They aren't easy to bear. I've experienced more heartache from them than I thought possible, and I'm certain it's not over. I can handle it when it's just a dream, but this is...different. Have you had any other...manifestations?