maxon winters ❄ jon snow. (stargaryen) wrote in dunhavenic, @ 2019-05-14 20:37:00 |
|
|||
-- I keep going back and forth over whether it's better to text you, or call you, or just show up at your door.
-- But every time I think the answer is the latter, I find myself unsure whether or not you're ready to see me, or if you're even there.
-- And I realize that I don't really know how ready I am, either. Because I know that this is neither of our faults and I never, never want to look at you and make you feel like I think it is.
-- So I'm settling for a text for right now.
-- To tell you that I love you,DaniDanielle Drake.
-- Whatever it takes for both of us to process and move forward, I love you.
-- And I'm sorry. I'm sorry for leaving, even though I had to. I'm sorry for staying away for even a day, even though I need that, too. I'm sorry for what you're going through, and I'm sorry for making Daenerys feel for even a second that she was alone. I'm sorry for the part I played in this tragedy. I'm sorry that it's taking too long to make my heart catch up with my head this week. I'm sorry for a lot of things.
-- But mostly, right this second, I'm sorry that I'm not there to hold you and tell you all of this in person.