Eli | Margaret
Work tends to be my distraction from just how not fine I might feel at any given moment. Usually if I get my hands greasy or my head into a project, it's good. This hit me a bit differently. My step-dad and I are always at odds, but recently it's been worse for reasons that are probably somewhat my fault. My biological father has talked to me once since I came to town and otherwise ignored me, but I know that I messed up a lot of things for him by coming here in the first place. I know that issues like that aren't uncommon, so I probably shouldn't be hit so harshly by it, but I guess I've been feeling pretty human.