EMILIA | ELI
I feel so bloody stupid, Eli. I'm not the first person in the world to fall for the wrong person, I'm not the first person in the world to be in a situation I'm not sure I can handle, and I'm not going to be the last. Even so, I feel like I should have been able to prevent all of this somehow. I should have known better. Should have made different choices. Like I'm the one fully responsible for this whole mess I've created. He was there, you know. When she had me arrested. He told them he didn't know who I was. I dated him for over a year and I never saw the signs.