I understand why you didn't say anything, but I wish you would have come to me sooner. I want to help you through this kind of stuff, or at least try. I know I can't fix everything, but I can at least listen and try to be present.
My worrying about us isn't your fault, not really. I just internalized some stuff my mom said and even though I know better, I let it get the best of me. I'm sorry that I worried at all.