HUNTER | SAM
I get that. I haven't told anyone other than that anonymous post where no one knew who I was anyway. I keep thinking I should tell Elle but [...] I don't know. Up until literally now, I've just been assuming that I've been going freaking crazy.
Well, you mentioned your research. I've been doing that, too, but more than that, it's like I'm actively looking for weird shit in everyday life. The dream memories hit me whether or not I'm sleeping. The outburst at school? Yeah, that was thanks to an unwelcome dream about one of our hunts. I "woke up" and lunged at one of my colleagues thinking I was still there. I think I half convinced him that it was an intense nerve spasm but I "wake up" from these freaking hunting trips way too damn often. Even his habits and his mannerisms seem to be leaking through the dreams. Some days it feels like Hunter and Dean are the same person.