NOAH | NIALL
Because in a matter of weeks she's become one of the most goddamn important people in my life? Because I care about her. Because I can be her friend or I can be more than her friend, but living between would be detrimental to my wellbeing. If I give into the idea and that place, I don't think I could ever just be her friend in the same way, and at this point it's more than a little terrifying of thinking about her exiting my life as quickly as she entered it. Things in her life have been pretty crazy, recently. I don't know that she really needs or wants anything other than friendship and mild flirtation right now.