aleksandr nikolaev 🏠 nikolai lantsov (![[info]](https://www.insanejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} sobachka) wrote in ![[info]](https://www.insanejournal.com/img/community.gif){kind=small} dunhavenic, |
I was talking to a girl. Young woman. Something like that. Her name was Alina. It was odd, because I -- or the prince, I don't know -- don't open up to many people, but he was comfortable opening up to her about some things. For example, there was gossip about his parentage and whether or not he was the queen's bastard which he had his own suspicions of that he normally acted aloof about, but with her he was a bit more honest. Then he talked about how he had proposed to her, his brother had proposed to her, and how he wanted to kiss her.
I don't love it, either. I didn't like the others, but I especially didn't like this one. The others were violent and made me feel a bit ill, but this? I don't like not having the option to attempt to control my emotions.