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osweetporcelain ([info]osweetporcelain) wrote in [info]duets_rpg,
@ 2013-06-25 17:21:00

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Entry tags:character: blaine anderson, character: kurt hummel, date: october 2009, location: the lima bean, thread: in progress

Thread: Kurt & Blaine; Lean on Me
Who: Kurt & Blaine
Where: The Lima Bean
When: October 2009; a Saturday Night
What: Friends bonding, Kurt needs a shoulder to cry on, etc.
Warnings: None



Kurt sighed heavily, staring down at his non-fat mocha latte without whipped cream. He spun the stirring rod in the foamy white on top, his mind elsewhere. It was late, almost near closing time for the Lima Bean and he hoped Blaine got here before then. If he wasn't so distraught over other matters he'd have felt more guilty about sitting there so near closing and about knowing that Blaine was going to arrive and order something when all the poor workers wanted to do was go home. Another heavy sigh left his lips and he hunched his shoulders a little, proper posture one of the last things on his mind. Where was Blaine?



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[info]hairgelanderson
2013-06-26 01:09 am UTC (link)
Blaine was seriously running late, he had Warblers practice and the meeting ran a little long. Then there was his mother always calling him to see what time he'd be home. But he had to tell her that he was meeting a friend for coffee and would be home later. Getting into his car after practice, he started to drive to the Lima Bean. He knew that they were almost closed, so he wasn't going to be getting coffee because he didn't need to be up all night. So when he got there, he went inside and found Kurt. "Sorry practice ran kind of late. How are you?"

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[info]osweetporcelain
2013-06-26 01:31 am UTC (link)
Kurt looked up, his blue eyes sad as he took in his friend. Why was it that Blaine, whom he'd known for not very long at all in the grand scheme of things, was the first person he'd called? He wasn't sure, but he felt comfortable with Blaine and he felt like Blaine might understand. So those tears forming in his eyes? Those weren't his fault. He just couldn't keep them back any longer.

"I don't know what to do..." he choked out.

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[info]hairgelanderson
2013-06-26 02:25 am UTC (link)
As he sat down across from him at the table. He didn't know if he was happy or if something was upsetting him, he wasn't really the happy Kurt right now that he's pretty much used to. Then he started to cry and he looked at him. What was going on? He knew that they hadn't known each other for very long, but he could be here for him.

Reaching a hand to his, he gave him a sympathetic look. "Kurt, what's going on? What is it that you don't know what to do?"

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[info]osweetporcelain
2013-06-26 02:31 am UTC (link)
Kurt let Blaine take one of his hands and used the other to wipe at his eyes. He laughed sadly, "Look at me, crying like a teenage girl... I just, I have to tell my dad and I don't know what he'll say. He's so... masculine and I'm not, and now..." He sniffled, looking down at their hands.

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[info]hairgelanderson
2013-06-26 02:48 am UTC (link)
He gave him a warm and caring smile. "Its okay, I don't judge people when they get a little emotional about something. So what is it that you have to tell your dad?" Then he got it, "Oh.....that your gay. Kurt, if your dad loves you, he will accept you for who you are."

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[info]osweetporcelain
2013-06-26 02:53 am UTC (link)
Kurt sniffled more, trying to stop crying but failing. "How do you know that? I mean, I'd like to think my dad's above all that and that he'll still love me and accept me no matter what but you hear all of these horror stories about kids who come out and their parents hate them, disown them or god knows what..." He was panicking. Hardcore.

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[info]hairgelanderson
2013-06-26 03:09 am UTC (link)
Digging into his bag and grabbing a tissue he gave it to him. "I know because I went through the same thing. Except for the situation that you just described happened to me. But, my mother accepts me for who I am, my father is still getting used to it. He loves me though, but its pretty weird between us. I guess, what I'm trying to say is that you have this fear of being disowned, but you don't know until you have the conversation with him."

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[info]osweetporcelain
2013-06-26 03:14 am UTC (link)
His tear-filled blue eyes looked up at Blaine then. "You're-- you're gay?" He knew it was the same kind of snap judgement that everyone made about him, but in reverse, but Kurt honestly hadn't thought Blaine was. Maybe because he figured his luck wasn't that good, it never had been before.

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[info]hairgelanderson
2013-06-26 03:20 am UTC (link)
When Kurt looked at him and questioning his sexuality, he nodded. "Yeah, I mean come on, how many straight people do you know with such perfect hair like mine?" He said with a little laugh to get Kurt to smile a bit. "But to be serious, yes. When I came out to my parents, they both pretty much freaked out, even going as far as to change me, my dad making me work on cars with him thinking it could man me up. It didn't really work though. But he's trying and I will take that."

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[info]osweetporcelain
2013-06-26 03:28 am UTC (link)
Kurt had to smile a little at the joke. He looked down at their hands again and then lifted his gaze once more. "I wouldn't go so far as to say perfect, you use a little too much gel, but you do always look very put together and handsome."

He sighed a bit, snorting a laugh when Blaine told about his dad trying to 'straighten' him up. "Boy, wouldn't your dad be surprised to know me then. I know my way around under a car hood better than a lot of men and I'm about as gay as they come... clearly he needs to change his tactics." he teased.

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[info]hairgelanderson
2013-06-26 10:37 pm UTC (link)
He laughed at that and gave a sigh. "Hey now, I like my hair gelled back, you don't want to see it when its not gelled. I would look horrible, that's why I always use a little too much to make sure that its all down and nothing will let it go poof!" He said as he did actions with his story.

"He thought of it as male bonding time. I mean I love spending time with my dad but I needed him to know that he wasn't going to change me. I am who I am. It is getting better I can tell you that. So maybe sitting your dad down and having the talk with him. Or you know, sometimes parents just know, and they are just waiting for their son/daughter to come out. I have seen that before."

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[info]osweetporcelain
2013-06-26 11:01 pm UTC (link)
Kurt's eyes narrowed, teasing and curious as he spoke. "What are you hiding under all of that gel, hmm? Could it be crazy hair? Ooh, or maybe your hair's curly... is that it, Mr. Anderson?" He teased, reaching across the table to tap a few small swirls on the side of Blaine's head, right at his temple. "I bet that's it... you're hiding luxurious locks of curly hair from me..."

He knew Blaine was right. He knew he had to tell his dad one way or the other, no matter what happened, but he just couldn't loose his dad too, not over something he had no control over. "He's all I have..."

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[info]hairgelanderson
2013-06-26 11:17 pm UTC (link)
He didn't even want to think about it. "Yeah, if I didn't have gel than it would be just a huge mess of hair. Believe me you don't want to see the afro that would come out of this head." He started to laugh. "So I keep it gelled back and out of the way, and I don't use TOO much gel, just enough to get it down."

But this was supposed to be a serious conversation with him about his dad. "I know that its scary when you have to tell someone you love that you are gay. But, if he's all you have and your all he has, he wouldn't want to lose you. Telling him instead of hiding it is the best way so that it is out in the open and you can talk about it."

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[info]osweetporcelain
2013-06-26 11:21 pm UTC (link)
"I bet it's adorable and you're just overreacting," Kurt smiled softly, trying to picture Blaine with big curly fluffy hair. It made him giggle and put a hand over his mouth. "Sorry, sorry..."

Kurt sighed and nodded, "You're right... and somehow you always seem to know the right thing to say. Thank you... and, thank you for not freaking out when I told you that I was gay. I mean, it's pretty obvious and clearly since you're gay, it's not a big deal but... I didn't know that going into this."

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[info]hairgelanderson
2013-06-26 11:41 pm UTC (link)
"Its not. Believe me, I hate it when its all poofy, especially in the humidity, that's when I add extra gel. Humidity tends to make it a lot worse." He laughed and nodded, "Its okay, you need a good laugh I guess tonight."

Looking at him, he knew that he wanted to help him with this situation. It was really scary and coming out to your parents. "Its not a problem Kurt. We're friends and I'm here to help you with anything. If you want me to be there as you tell your father, help him understand I can go with you." He had said.

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[info]osweetporcelain
2013-06-26 11:45 pm UTC (link)
"I think I deserve to see this at least once and pronounce judgement. Not to mention maybe teach you the merits of mousse and hairspray so you don't always have that wet look," Kurt replied, sipping his latte finally. It was lukewarm.

"I, no, I..." he stammered, "I mean, I'd like that but it's probably not a good idea. You don't know my dad. If you're there, as much as I'd love that, the first question out of his mouth is liable to be 'Is this the boyfriend?'." He laughed nervously.

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[info]hairgelanderson
2013-06-27 12:11 am UTC (link)
"Okay, I'll show you. I have a picture on my phone as proof to people that they will not like the look that they see when seeing my hair without gel. And I sort of like the wet look, its what makes me who I am sort of." He said shrugging his shoulders as he looked up the picture. "Go easy on me with the judging." He laughed.

"Oh right....yeah and we wouldn't want your dad thinking that. I still think that you should have someone there to support you. Do you have a best friend from your school that could possibly go with you?" He asked.

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[info]osweetporcelain
2013-06-27 12:19 am UTC (link)
"Oh, it's not that bad!" Kurt said in a coo. "You're actually pretty adorable. Blaine, it's not so bad. Some mousse and some hairspray and a little styling... we're definitely trying this out."

Kurt looked up then, "Why wouldn't we want my dad thinking that? I mean, I know you're not my boyfriend but... would it be so terrible if you were? I... I'm probably not even your type and I'm making things weird now but... you're my best friend, Blaine. How sad is that? No offense..."

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[info]hairgelanderson
2013-06-27 12:59 am UTC (link)
"Not that bad! I hate that look, and it will never be shown again." Laughing and wishing her had something to drink now. "Its okay Kurt, I like my hair the way that it is. And I don't hear anybody complaining about it." Smiling at him. "But whatever you'd like." He said agreeing.

Blaine didn't mean to offend him or anything. "Kurt, it wouldn't be a bad thing. Its just that........we live in two completely different towns. Two different schools. And I'm just not ready to date just quite yet. Its not sad, I like being your best friend. I don't want to offend you by saying all of that. Plus, if we were a couple and something happened that we would break up, I don't want to lose your friendship. You know?"

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[info]osweetporcelain
2013-06-27 01:06 am UTC (link)
"I just wish I could see your hair. All I see is gel," Kurt told him, reaching up to touch the wave at the front of Blaine's hair. He sighed a little, letting his hand drop to the table and take one of Blaine's. He let his head fall forward, forehead pressing against Blaine's knuckles gently, "I don't want to lose your friendship either. I know it hasn't been very long but I don't know what I'd do without you. You're the only one I can talk to anymore, the only one who really understands."

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[info]hairgelanderson
2013-06-27 01:26 am UTC (link)
"You're seeing it now. I just don't dump it on and everything, I do use a hairdryer. I never thought in a million years that I would be having a conversation about my hair with anyone before, have to say that this is a first. Usually with my friends back at Dalton we talk about sports or Warblers stuff." Holding onto Kurt's hand he nodded his head after he spoke. "I'm sure I'm not the only one Kurt. You are an incredible person, but you know that you can call me, text me, if you wanna meet half way like usual we can do that. I'm always going to be here if you need someone to talk to."

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[info]osweetporcelain
2013-06-27 01:32 am UTC (link)
"Well, that's because you've never met anyone like me before," Kurt said with a smile. He had turned his head to the side, peering up at him but his head was still rested on their hands, his cheek touching Blaine's knuckles and fingers. "And I'll remember that, but it goes both ways, okay? If you ever need me, I'm here."

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[info]hairgelanderson
2013-06-28 01:18 am UTC (link)
"Yeah that is true, I mean come on I could never have fashion like you do. Hair is my thing, I have the best hair at Dalton." He said laughing. As they were sitting there, he knew that he liked Kurt, but they were just too far away and he didn't want to date just quite yet because he got out of a really bad relationship and just wasn't ready. "Of course I know. I feel like I can tell you anything that I can't tell Nick or Jeff or any of the other Dalton Warblers."

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[info]osweetporcelain
2013-06-28 01:33 am UTC (link)
"Never say never," Kurt said, laughing softly. He looked over at him, taking him in, "What little I've seen of your style isn't terrible... at least you are about how you look which is more than I can say about a lot of people."

Kurt smiled gently at him. It was nice to know that Blaine felt the same about confiding in each other. It wasn't just him and his semi-crazy tendency of falling for a boy. "I feel the same way, or... well, you know what I mean."

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[info]hairgelanderson
2013-06-28 03:39 am UTC (link)
He just simply smiled at him. "I guess my fashion sense really doesn't count since I have to wear this uniform daily. But I'm more prone to bow ties and a polo with a nice pair of pants. But, I don't do that too often."

Blaine sat there and laughed. It was as if it was so easy to talk to Kurt and simply laugh. "Yes, I know what you mean. But hey, at least Jeff likes you too. After that last jam session, he wants you to come to more of them. So your still up for that jamming and camping trip right?" He asked him.

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