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Tweak says, "Walking on velvet green. "

- (sonrisa) wrote in doors,
@ 2012-10-25 16:51:00

Entry tags:

chris redfield, dracula, garrus vakarian, loras tyrell, renly baratheon

public, as alexis k.
it's a good thing i don't believe in hell.

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	thecalibrations 2012-10-25 09:38 pm UTC (link)
	That's what all the bad boys in bible study used to say. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	sonrisa 2012-10-25 10:26 pm UTC (link)
	let's just say my usual worldview, seen in varying shades, has been thrown into full blown black and white territory. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	thecalibrations 2012-10-26 04:08 am UTC (link)
	Then, you have to believe in hell. You're doing the devil on your shoulder an injustice. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sonrisa 2012-10-26 09:24 pm UTC (link)
	he's an asshole anyway. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	hislittlerose 2012-10-25 09:40 pm UTC (link)
	What's up? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	sonrisa 2012-10-25 10:27 pm UTC (link)
	hm. did you go to that "party"? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hislittlerose 2012-10-25 10:29 pm UTC (link)
	[...] I did. I'm guessing you didn't have the best time, either? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sonrisa 2012-10-25 10:31 pm UTC (link)
	i'm honestly not too worried about myself, but your guess is correct. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Alexis K/Dallas S hislittlerose 2012-10-25 10:33 pm UTC (link)
	What happened to you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Alexis K/Dallas S sonrisa 2012-10-25 10:36 pm UTC (link)
	[He doesn't normally feel hesitant to share details, even of things he did that were wrong, but this - he doesn't want to say so much.] [...] why don't you start. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Alexis K/Dallas S hislittlerose 2012-10-25 11:01 pm UTC (link)
	[...] I'd rather not think about it, actually. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Alexis K/Dallas S sonrisa 2012-10-25 11:08 pm UTC (link)
	that bad, eh? well, i'm not here to press anybody into anything. i'll be honest, while i do feel terrible, very, very terrible about whatever it was that happened, i know that there are some things that you really can't expect to be forgiven for. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Alexis K/Dallas S hislittlerose 2012-10-25 11:18 pm UTC (link)
	I just feel like [...] saying it out loud will give it power, somehow. Is that ridiculous? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Alexis K/Dallas S sonrisa 2012-10-25 11:23 pm UTC (link)
	no. it feels like that because someone else can see it/read it/hear it, & then, there may be consequences, good or bad. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Alexis K/Dallas S hislittlerose 2012-10-26 03:32 am UTC (link)
	I died. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Alexis K/Dallas S sonrisa 2012-10-26 09:18 pm UTC (link)
	that sounds terrifying. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Alexis K/Dallas S hislittlerose 2012-10-26 09:40 pm UTC (link)
	[A little bit later, as he works up his nerve.] It was, yeah. I had to take the week off work because I'm bruised and scarred. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Alexis K/Dallas S sonrisa 2012-10-26 10:00 pm UTC (link)
	i'm sorry. i can't imagine what it would be like to live through death. not many people do, i'd wager. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Alexis K/Dallas S hislittlerose 2012-10-26 10:02 pm UTC (link)
	I guess I have something else in common with Renly, now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Alexis K/Dallas S sonrisa 2012-10-26 10:04 pm UTC (link)
	he says, it wasn't nearly so traumatic for him. he didn't come around again for a long time. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	bloodisthelife 2012-10-25 09:56 pm UTC (link)
	all the fire n stuffs made up to scare people. look hard enough and you'll find it here. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	sonrisa 2012-10-25 10:24 pm UTC (link)
	you're preaching to the choir. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	bloodisthelife 2012-10-28 03:12 am UTC (link)
	so you know how it is huh? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sonrisa 2012-10-28 05:58 am UTC (link)
	unfortunately. i think that was partially a driving force behind some of my own regrettable actions. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	ceaseless 2012-10-26 12:53 am UTC (link)
	Does it make feeling guilty easier or worse? Assuming that's the subject at hand, anyway. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	sonrisa 2012-10-26 09:20 pm UTC (link)
	hm. i don't normally feel guilty, so worse. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ceaseless 2012-10-27 02:21 am UTC (link)
	That party bite you bad? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sonrisa 2012-10-27 02:55 am UTC (link)
	you could say that. how did you fare? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ceaseless 2012-10-27 03:00 am UTC (link)
	Better than most people, it looks like. Didn't die or anything. Or kill, though I probably could have. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sonrisa 2012-10-27 03:01 am UTC (link)
	all positive things. that's where i went wrong. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ceaseless 2012-10-27 03:03 am UTC (link)
	Killed and got killed? Or just one of the two? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sonrisa 2012-10-27 03:03 am UTC (link)
	the former. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ceaseless 2012-10-27 03:05 am UTC (link)
	You're not alone. And from what I've heard, it's not permanent. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sonrisa 2012-10-27 03:06 am UTC (link)
	which is - a relief, but to have done it all is telling, i think. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ceaseless 2012-10-27 03:08 am UTC (link)
	Telling us that we're all terrible people when we don't have limits? Everyone already knows that. Science keeps proving it. Nobody's a really good person at the core. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sonrisa 2012-10-27 03:09 am UTC (link)
	did you find that it was you who was in control at the party? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ceaseless 2012-10-27 03:11 am UTC (link)
	Wasn't anybody but me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sonrisa 2012-10-27 03:12 am UTC (link)
	hm. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ceaseless 2012-10-27 03:14 am UTC (link)
	If you mean was my antisocial other half controlling me, he was off doing his own thing that I still can't get him to really talk about. If you mean was I controlled by some strange force from the beyond ... sorry, but we are what we might have been. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sonrisa 2012-10-27 03:18 am UTC (link)
	for me it felt like it was me doing ...it, as in i was acting it out, but well, it wasn't me. it was a caricature. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ceaseless 2012-10-27 03:21 am UTC (link)
	It was nothing you'd have done on your own? Aside from killing, I mean. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sonrisa 2012-10-27 03:27 am UTC (link)
	i don't know. (Reply to this) (Parent)