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Tweak says, "i'll get you my pretty"

Zee (fall_of_rain) wrote in doors,
@ 2012-07-26 13:33:00

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christine daae, damian wayne, dorian gray, meg giry, poison ivy, tessa

Public, Hunter W, Sam A, Jade C
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So we all admitting that some weird shit went down? Yeah? Good. Now anyone else going to start looking for the people they got brain linked with? Because let me tell you, I had a few I'm starting to worry about, but I don't want to be the one spilling other people's business to you all.

[Hunter W.]
H, tell me you're okay, baby.

[Sam A.]
Talk to me, girlie.

[Jade C.]
So tell me about the pretty lady that tried to shoot you, Jadey.

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	Hunter W./Zee C. ex_gravedigg366 2012-07-26 06:41 pm UTC (link)
	Got turned around. At hotel? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: Hunter W./Zee C. fall_of_rain 2012-07-26 06:46 pm UTC (link)
	~~Why are you at~~ You have the weird shit mess with your brain, too? Are you okay? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Hunter W./Zee C. ex_gravedigg366 2012-07-26 07:52 pm UTC (link)
	Watched them With No. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Hunter W./Zee C. fall_of_rain 2012-07-26 08:02 pm UTC (link)
	[...] ~~Fuck~~ I'm coming to the hotel. You sit down and stay until I get there, okay? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Hunter W./Zee C. ex_gravedigg366 2012-07-26 09:30 pm UTC (link)
	OK. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	jukejoint 2012-07-26 07:11 pm UTC (link)
	[Crickets.] (Reply to this) (Thread)

	fall_of_rain 2012-07-27 02:19 pm UTC (link)
	[It's messy, written nearly over his first note to her as he's driving to the hotel to see Hunter.] Sam, come on girl. I don't have the time to be worrying about you right now. I already got people I'm sick over. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jukejoint 2012-07-27 04:25 pm UTC (link)
	[Poor, Zee. No reply.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fall_of_rain 2012-07-27 04:29 pm UTC (link)
	[A fair amount of cursing, but he has to check on Hunter.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sam A/Isaac C jukejoint 2012-07-30 01:18 am UTC (link)
	[Better late than never? Two days later.] Please, like some fucking memories would do me in. You ok, baby? (Reply to this) (Parent)

	hemlockandhoney 2012-07-26 07:36 pm UTC (link)
	Weird barely covers it. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	fall_of_rain 2012-07-26 07:46 pm UTC (link)
	I hear that. You trying to find anyone? I knew some of mine, but not all. And it wasn't good shit that I saw, that's for sure. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hemlockandhoney 2012-07-27 01:14 am UTC (link)
	No, I [...] think some of the people I saw might prefer their anonymity. Be grateful for it, even. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fall_of_rain 2012-07-27 02:24 pm UTC (link)
	Think you might be right, but it don't stop me from worrying any. Whatever's out there doing this shit to us should at least give us a way to check up after if we don't already know who we saw, you know? Without laying people's business out there for everyone to see. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hemlockandhoney 2012-07-27 04:25 pm UTC (link)
	What if it didn't seem like they wanted any help or concern? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Locked: Zee / Brielle

fall_of_rain
2012-07-27 04:32 pm UTC (link)

Yeah, you got another good point there, but there's also the fact that I don't know what's going on with them. I saw lots of hurt and shit that made me angry, but if it's memory it's past, right? But it also don't mean that I can just let the worry go, if they're still dealing with it. And this city or the voice in my head's got me wanting to help all the time when I should just shut up and mind my own business.

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	Re: Locked: Zee / Brielle hemlockandhoney 2012-07-27 04:59 pm UTC (link)
	The voice in my head doesn't want to help anyone. Except maybe me. ~~I saw~~ It was like I did those things and like I thought those things. But I wouldn't do any of that, even if it made sense at the time. ~~Je suis desolee~~ I'm sorry, does that make sense? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: Locked: Zee / Brielle

fall_of_rain
2012-07-27 05:35 pm UTC (link)

I don't know that the one in mine wants to help so much as ~~she's~~ it's a good/bad influence on me. [...] Yeah, that makes a lot of sense. Same shit happened to me. Got to be inside people and feel what all they were feeling. And not good feelings, either. I'm thinking that we all played mix up and someone must've got something of mine, but I don't have anything near as bad as I saw from other people.

And now you got me rambling, which maybe you don't want to read. Sorry if you don't.

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	Re: Locked: Zee / Brielle hemlockandhoney 2012-07-27 05:36 pm UTC (link)
	[Oh God. Long pause.] Do you think that? That people got some of our own memories? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: Locked: Zee / Brielle

fall_of_rain
2012-07-27 05:42 pm UTC (link)

[Noting the pause.] Didn't mean to scare you there, but it makes sense, yeah? Got to trade or something like that, because everyone's saying they got memories, and they had to come from somewhere. Me, you, everyone else, maybe even both sides of these shitty doors.

[...] It is fucked up to think of what people are learning about you though, yeah? I saw stuff from people I know that I know, and I'm checking on them as quick as I can. But I got some without names to them.

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	Re: Locked: Zee / Brielle hemlockandhoney 2012-07-27 05:48 pm UTC (link)
	It is a frightening thought, to not have secrets. I don't think that I recognized anybody in what I saw, but the woman on the other side of my door did. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Locked: Zee / Brielle fall_of_rain 2012-07-27 05:55 pm UTC (link)
	It is. Like I said, my stuff isn't that bad, most of it. But that doesn't mean I want people knowing it. [...] What do you think you'd do? If you found out other people got one of yours? Did she? My little bit didn't, which is probably a good thing. That world's got some strange ass stuff going on. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Locked: Zee / Brielle hemlockandhoney 2012-07-27 06:09 pm UTC (link)
	It doesn't have to be bad. It could be embarrassing or [...] I don't know. I suppose it would just depend on what they saw. Hopefully simple things. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Locked: Zee / Brielle fall_of_rain 2012-07-27 06:13 pm UTC (link)
	I suppose it would depend, yeah. [...] I didn't get simple stuff though. I got stuff that made me angry for people. Angry and worried. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: Locked: Zee / Brielle

hemlockandhoney
2012-07-27 10:24 pm UTC (link)

I saw somebody - but it was like seeing myself - kill somebody. In the dream, or memory, whatever it may be, I knew he was a bad person. I felt justified. [...] I don't necessarily want to go asking about who those kinds of people are. I think it may be an awkward subject to bring to the forums, non? Another was too intimate, even if it was still horrible. I was cutting my arm up, hurting myself because it almost seemed like I [...] didn't want to hurt, and if I could reach the point where I had hurt enough, I would be the best and it would stop. [...] I don't think it works that way, though. [...] It would be nice if it did.

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Re: Locked: Zee / Brielle

fall_of_rain
2012-07-29 08:14 pm UTC (link)

Oh, baby, I'm sorry you had to see shit like that. Seems like this city's got its share of problems. I didn't get people doing things so much as having things done to them. Accidents and shitty parents and people marrying assholes they shouldn't've. It's got me wanting to check, like I said, but it makes sense you'd want to leave it alone.

And no, I don't think it works that way either. I've known plenty of people that did that sort of thing, and they only ever ended up more hurt in the long run.

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	Re: Locked: Zee / Brielle hemlockandhoney 2012-07-29 08:23 pm UTC (link)
	Maybe those things are all in the past. Or is it selfish to hope it is so in order to not deal with it now? You have a good head on your shoulders for someone with a strange name. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Locked: Zee / Brielle fall_of_rain 2012-07-29 08:45 pm UTC (link)
	I never think it's selfish to hope. You got to have hopes in order to keep yourself going, I think. Oh, that's not the real one, I'll admit. Real one doesn't get used much these days except when I call up my Ma or talk to my sister. And as pretty as yours is, it's not like it's real common either, darling. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: Locked: Zee / Brielle

hemlockandhoney
2012-07-29 09:05 pm UTC (link)

Are you an inspirational speaker? If not, you should look into the market.

[...] Yeah, I've been thinking about changing it to something more simple ~~less noticeable~~. I used to think that my mother just shortened Gabrielle, or wanted it to be real unique in that way. then I looked up its meaning one day, something about "God is my might." She wasn't very religious though, so maybe she never knew that.

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Re: Locked: Zee / Brielle

fall_of_rain
2012-07-29 09:16 pm UTC (link)

Nah, no one wants to see my ass up onstage anywhere. I'm just a guy that's been around enough to start to learn to go with shit as it happens. So I'll stick to what I'm doing now. Thanks for that thought though. Made me smile a bit.

That really what it means? Mine's "he laughs", which just makes it seem like things are a joke. I've moved around a bit, so it was easy enough to just start introducing myself as something else once I hit somewhere new. Don't know how well that'd work if you were staying in one spot, though.

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	Re: Locked: Zee / Brielle hemlockandhoney 2012-07-29 09:18 pm UTC (link)
	You could do audio recordings or write a book where nobody has to see you. Why did you move around so much? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: Locked: Zee / Brielle

fall_of_rain
2012-07-29 09:24 pm UTC (link)

Girl, for all you know I've got a voice like a chipmunk. And I don't have the education to be writing books. Real flattered that you think I could, though.

Didn't like where I started out, so I up and left one day. Then I just never really stopped. But I've been here a few months now and this one might stick for a while. If for no other reason that I got people I know here now from my past, and like I said early, someone in my head making me softer so that I worry about them all the time.

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	Re: Locked: Zee / Brielle hemlockandhoney 2012-07-29 09:35 pm UTC (link)
	You have called me baby and girl so far. If I was old enough to be a grandmother, I do not know if I would be offended or flattered. I'll go with flattered so that it goes both ways. [...] You could fingerpaint the books, if education is a problem. You worry about the people you know here or you worry about the one in your head? For me, it is both. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: Locked: Zee / Brielle

fall_of_rain
2012-07-29 09:51 pm UTC (link)

Well you could either go with flattered, or just figure I do that same thing to everyone. It'd be the truth, after all. Think everyone I know in this city's been called baby at some point. And you might be onto something with the fingerpainting.

Both. No one's got a lick of sense around here, it seems. And I don't have a troublemaker, like some folks do, but it's more of the lacking sense.

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	crimsonstar 2012-07-27 12:32 am UTC (link)
	...some of mine scare me. I don't know what they were. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	fall_of_rain 2012-07-27 02:25 pm UTC (link)
	You and me both. Seemed to be memories to me, and I don't much like thinking that people around here had some of that stuff happen to them. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	crimsonstar 2012-07-27 02:48 pm UTC (link)
	Memories? I think it is good. If they are memories, they were scary. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fall_of_rain 2012-07-27 04:43 pm UTC (link)
	That's the truth. Some people around here dealing with bad shit. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	crimsonstar 2012-07-27 04:57 pm UTC (link)
	Yes, most certainly. I'm Mingmei. I...I saw some memories that I do not want speak of ever again. Bad memories. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fall_of_rain 2012-07-29 08:15 pm UTC (link)
	Nice to meet you, Mingmei, even though it's talking about things that suck. Seems like a lot of people got a lot of bad memories. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Jade/Isaac leavethenest 2012-07-27 04:58 am UTC (link)
	Oh. Hmm. How do you know about that? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: Jade/Isaac fall_of_rain 2012-07-27 02:27 pm UTC (link)
	Same way everyone's knowing new shit about people around here. Got kicked in the head by some messed up shit, and you were one of them. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Jade/Isaac leavethenest 2012-07-28 03:14 am UTC (link)
	I see. She was my girlfriend. Kinda. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Jade/Isaac fall_of_rain 2012-07-29 07:54 pm UTC (link)
	You know you're making more questions than you're answering. Since when do you like girls, and since when do you get involved with people that want to shoot you? [The handwriting gets darker toward the end, and messy. Checking in with people is not easing his mind at all.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Jade/Isaac leavethenest 2012-07-29 10:07 pm UTC (link)
	Oh Isaac now is not the time to fuss over me. She was an art thief, the best forger I had ever met. Smart, pretty [...] and surprisingly caring. First girl I ever liked, but you can probably blame that on the blow out with my Boston boyfriend. She kicked me out of France, you know. (Reply to this) (Parent)