Doors

I look at my family and all I see are strangers.

not for right now, but sooner or later

to do list:

• make sure my will is solid - check with a lawyer.


• pay all my bills for the next 2 months


• square off my credit cards


• fix up my car. no one will want it but my parents can trade it in so my sister can have something to drive before she's out of college.


• mail will to appropriate parties


• drive out to the middle of nowhere (bring: booze, drugs, shotgun, another copy of will just in case)


• get out of the car so it's not a mess, leave the keys in an envelope taped to the windshield.


• hike as far as i can get


• bang, done.

i don't want anyone to have to deal with anything. especially not my parents & sister. i'd do it in summer so the animals would get me and whoever would maybe find the body would just see clean bones and not a fucking horror show.

did i miss anything? anyone else have plans?

I'm looking for a running partner. Anyone interested? I have a route that I run, anywhere between 3 to 5 miles, depending on the day.

Dean.

[As Ariadne]

I'm not sure what to make of changing heads, but in this case, I'm glad. That guy is a terrible person. At least this one has a sketchpad.

[The following drawn by hand, mostly just doodling]

which came first the melancholy or the key to the hotel?

if it’s the initiation ritual

I sit here
drunk now.
I am
a series of
small victories
and large defeats
and I am as
amazed
as any other
that
I have gotten
from there to
here
without committing murder
or being
murdered;
without
having ended up in the
madhouse.

[...] Hey.

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Starting with Blow Me.

I'll go for the next hour or so, come tell me what you want.