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Tweak says, "Live long and prosper."

Loki Laufeyson (brother) wrote in doors,
@ 2013-10-12 19:49:00

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james kirk, james potter, molly weasley, supergirl

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I swear that I have coffee seeping from my pores. Three showers and I still smell like beans.

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	Jack/Toby raider 2013-10-12 11:58 pm UTC (link)
	Do I want to know? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: Jack/Toby brother 2013-10-13 08:09 pm UTC (link)
	I'm working at a coffee shop now, surprisingly. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Jack/Toby raider 2013-10-14 08:45 am UTC (link)
	How is it? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Jack/Toby brother 2013-10-14 08:56 am UTC (link)
	If I don't think about it too hard, it's not bad. When I think about it, I want to go back home and lock myself in the house. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Jack/Toby raider 2013-10-14 09:00 am UTC (link)
	~~In the long run you'll have to~~ It's good to be out amongst people. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Jack/Toby brother 2013-10-14 09:04 am UTC (link)
	At times, it is. I'm still trying to adjust. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Jack/Toby raider 2013-10-15 08:58 am UTC (link)
	~~I can only imagine~~ One day at a time. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Jack/Toby brother 2013-10-15 09:01 am UTC (link)
	That's exactly it. I can't look any further than that either or I get.... upset. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	innumerable 2013-10-13 09:01 pm UTC (link)
	Too much coffee? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	brother 2013-10-14 08:56 am UTC (link)
	Somewhat. I've been working at a coffee shop since everything happened. Something to get me out of the house. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	innumerable 2013-10-14 09:25 am UTC (link)
	Do you like it? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	brother 2013-10-14 09:30 am UTC (link)
	I don't hate it, and I think that's enough for right now. How are you doing? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	innumerable 2013-10-14 09:31 am UTC (link)
	I wouldn't want to make drinks. People have strong feelings about them. I'm good. :) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	brother 2013-10-14 09:34 am UTC (link)
	They do. It's not the best thing that I've done, but. [Toby/Jan] Really? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	innumerable 2013-10-14 09:34 am UTC (link)
	But what? [Toby/Jan] Yep! Why? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	brother 2013-10-14 09:36 am UTC (link)
	I just can't think about it too hard. [Toby/Jan] March told me something happened to you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	innumerable 2013-10-14 09:37 am UTC (link)
	[Confused.] About making drinks? [Toby/Jan] [...] It was a while ago. I'm fine now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	brother 2013-10-14 09:42 am UTC (link)
	About what I'm doing now versus what I was doing. [Toby/Jan] I'm sorry I didn't ask after you sooner. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	innumerable 2013-10-14 09:43 am UTC (link)
	Because you're sad? [Toby/Jan] It's okay, Toby. ~~I don't want t~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	brother 2013-10-14 09:45 am UTC (link)
	Because I'm disappointed in myself. [Toby/Jan] You know that I'm here for you. I know that I'm not as good as I ought to be to you and March, and I've been self-centered over my own problems. But I'm trying to fix that. And I want to be there for you if you'll have me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	innumerable 2013-10-14 09:47 am UTC (link)
	It's okay, Toby. It will get better. [Toby/Jan] I know. Thank you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	brother 2013-10-14 09:48 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, I'm sure it will. [Toby/Jan] You should come over for dinner sometime. Like we used to. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	October F/January F innumerable 2013-10-14 09:49 am UTC (link)
	That's a great idea! We should invite March. :) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: October F/January F brother 2013-10-14 09:52 am UTC (link)
	I don't know if March is talking to me right now. I think he's mad at me, and with good reason. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: October F/January F innumerable 2013-10-14 09:53 am UTC (link)
	[...] What? Why? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: October F/January F brother 2013-10-14 09:54 am UTC (link)
	Because of how I've reacted to things lately. How I haven't seemed to care about anyone but myself. He has every right to be mad. I've not been good to anyone. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: October F/January F innumerable 2013-10-14 09:57 am UTC (link)
	It doesn't seem like March to not talk to you over that. You've been like that for months. Why would he be mad now? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: October F/January F brother 2013-10-14 10:01 am UTC (link)
	Because I'm not sick like him. And I haven't dealt with the things you've dealt with. I don't have it tough, and yet I'm the one having problems and ending up in the hospital over them. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: October F/January F innumerable 2013-10-14 10:02 am UTC (link)
	I think March knows we're all different, Toby. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: October F/January F brother 2013-10-14 10:04 am UTC (link)
	I shouldn't be the one having these sort of breakdowns though. I'm better than that. I know that I am. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: October F/January F innumerable 2013-10-14 10:05 am UTC (link)
	Better than what? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: October F/January F brother 2013-10-14 10:07 am UTC (link)
	I should be better than most people at dealing with these things. You have to admit that I've tended towards selfish over the past few months. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: October F/January F innumerable 2013-10-14 10:08 am UTC (link)
	[...] But why better than most people? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: October F/January F brother 2013-10-14 10:10 am UTC (link)
	Because of what I do. I teach people to cope with their issues, but I haven't taught myself. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: October F/January F innumerable 2013-10-14 10:11 am UTC (link)
	Teaching and doing are always different. It's okay. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: October F/January F brother 2013-10-14 10:12 am UTC (link)
	I don't think it's okay but. [...] Where are you staying now? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: October F/January F innumerable 2013-10-14 10:14 am UTC (link)
	[Always so confused.] But what? I'm at home. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: October F/January F brother 2013-10-14 10:17 am UTC (link)
	What can I do about it? I just need to push on. Find a new purpose in life. Try and fix everything that I've broken. Have you found any other work? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: October F/January F innumerable 2013-10-15 04:54 am UTC (link)
	You haven't broken anything. No, but that's okay. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: October F/January F brother 2013-10-15 09:43 am UTC (link)
	I'm pretty sure that I have. Coffee shop's hiring? (Reply to this) (Parent)

	ringing 2013-10-13 10:27 pm UTC (link)
	[He sees this, and he tries to type some, but he just can't. He's still too damn angry over things.] (Reply to this)