oh no, it's completely not the uk's fault. i've had a really stressful year as a whole, and i moved here five days after my last high school exam, started immediately at a shit job in the middle of nowhere working 60+ hours a week, and relapsed into an awful depression spiral just as i left. i also moved over here alone, and had a few friends around, but all of them had jobs that don't fit in with hospitality industry hours or lived too far away, so i just got terribly lonely and things spun out of control. i'm moving back home so soon because i need to take care of myself, and i can't do that so far away from home. at least, i can't at the moment. everyone else i know that's moved over here has absolutely loved it, you'll be fine!