yeah this year has not been christmas-y at all. we didn't put up a tree at my dad's until tonight. and they haven't done any christmas shopping. i was broke, so i couldn't do alot of shopping which i wasn't happy about and i went to visit my mom to do christmas stuff and she ended up making me run out of a therapy session crying and then we got into an argument today so i left her house crying.
its just been so fun any cheerful this holiday season.