i'm seventeen and i'm on the same page as everyone else. i'm scared i'm going to end up like my mother. i feel like she didn't have real dream for herself and definitely none for me. i'm terrified of the price of any college, i'm afraid of being in debt. i'm afraid that i won't be good at college, i'm not that good at high school. i'm afraid that i'm too socially awkward to get anywhere. i haven't even thought of applying to college and i'm hopefully graduating high school this spring. FUCK ljkgnhkda. life is so stupid. i hate it.