personal help :( me and my boyfriend had some trouble this weekend. it's basically all me. i have serious trust issues with girls. every best friend i ever had stabbed me in the back for a guy. i haven't had a female best friend since grade school with the exception of my sister. in this completely new relationship with him, nothing is the same as it used it be. he talks to girls a lot, he even talks to a girl that he is now good friends with that he hooked up with while we were broken up. he doesn't hang out with them which is a relief for me, but the problem i have here is that i want to be able to just not give a shit. i don't think its jealousy because i've never been a jealous person and i know that he wouldn't be with me if he didn't think i was perfect. he's even said that to me before. how the fuck do i learn to accept the fact that he's going to be friends with girls? how do i learn to find trust in girls again?