[1] Thank Merlin. I'm not delusional. [2] That's all I've been doing since August, or dragged my heels, or just... didn't do what I supposed to do, but there's a limit [3] And its not even about like 'failure' so much as it is if I don't get results or did nothing they'll send someone who actually wants to get results & rip the info they need from my mind, so [4] Which is also why I was trying to get people to move without telling me where