Dearborns.
I don't know. I feel like I need to be doing more to help. And that I need to be doing more to make sure that Kevin stays safe, because I've felt like a piece of shit dad lately. And I miss Zef and I keep worrying like... what if something happened? What if it's like with Dad but we don't know? And I'm trying to convince myself that it's not. This was how it's supposed to be; I'm not supposed to know, because it's safer for her. But if something does happen that's just one more thing that I'm always going to be sca wondering about.