because it's true. i don't care how you dress it up. i know it was self defence. i know she prob deserved retaliation. i know all that. but that doesn't make her any less dead. it just doesn't. whatever you throw over it, that's a salient fact
i'm not twisting anything because the story you told me is there was an attack and you fought and she died. but i should be okay with that and forgive you because you want me to be okay with that. i should just accept your whole narrative rn. well, i don't. i'm sorry that i'm not instantly okay with someone i thought was a friend killing the person who i was closest to in the world. i am aware of what she did but that doesn't change any of the other facts. someone killed her; it was you. it still happened exactly like that. idk how you're reading what i'm saying to mean anything else because i'm saying exactly that. i don't believe any other story than that one and i've not purported to.