BJ. ii think i think you're amazing. you're kind and thoughtful and really fucking strong. you want to help people and you're willing to risk your own life to do that. you've been there for me even when i've been an absolute dick. you saved my life. and then like, on a shallow note, you're hot and beautiful and i wasn't kidding about my stomach doing backflips or whatever when i'm near you sometimes. so yeah i know i'm lucky.