Jasper.
I have this list of reasons I can't quit. Despite the stress and the bullshit that kids like this one say. And today most of those reasons feel like shit I can deal with, but they're on the list for a reason and tomorrow I'll realise I need those reasons. It's easier said than done to ignore outrage like this or even the genuinely terrifying things like — Gawain, I guess. What happened.
Anyway. What I mean is just, if you need help. Even if it's making the Me, Jasper version of the list.