Alicia.
It’s a nice idea but like, one badly-timed hext seen by the wrong person already got me stabbed lol. Imagine what might’ve happened if you’d been there in person when she showed up.
Because he “can’t protect me if I’m helping the Order.” And yes! He does want to kill you and your families! Mutual trust between you and me isn’t going to change that. What if he does kill y someone we care about?