it hurt my feelings a lot. like, you already knew i was afraid of not being able to trust people close to me, after everything that happened with layla. i want to be able to trust you. i want you to trust me.
and it does kind of freak me out that he's "part of your life" because i know death eaters like to make it a family affair and if you're afraid to even talk to me where he can see it, how are you going to say no to him if he asks you to become a death eater? how am i going to know one of them doesn't have you under an imperius curse?