Maddie/Jasper.
I doubt that. It’s not like Luca is an antisocial child. He likes loss of people.
Don’t call him an idiot.
And you could maybe NOT pick on ME about this the day before his funeral! You don’t think I feel shit enough right now? You don’t think seeing his body like that on the ground doesn’t replay in my mind every. Fucking. Day? Because it’s not just another body, it was his, and he meant just as much to me as he did you. And Rhys. And Owen. And Birdie. And Tonks. And Dawkish, probably. You don’t think I wish I’d never written that stupid entry the other week, or that I wish I hadn’t chased DE #2 or #3 up the stairs and let him distract me? You don’t think I wish I hadn’t been there in the room with him? I didn’t do anything. I let myself be drawn away. I didn’t identify any of the attackers. I left the Ministry a mess. And he’s gone.
So if you’re asking me to be better, I’m sorry. I don’t know how. Because I’m not better. Fucking get used to it.