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I know that, too. I know it doesn't even make any sense. But I think [...] When we decided to take on the Green and move out here, I think both of us knew we wouldn't be happy but neither of us would admit it because it seemed like it was the best option we had. So I sort of shut off the part of me that missed how things used to be because all that would do was make things miserable. Except now it's opening back up again and I've just a lot of complicated feelings that I haven't dealt with, I guess.