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But it feels...inadequate. I feel useless and tired and empty, and kind of relieved if I'm honest. I've spent the last few months feeling torn up because we were riding around on broomsticks, playing a game while people suffered, because if we didn't maintain status quo we might be responsible for more of that suffering. And part of it was because this is all I am Nora. I have only ever been Quidditch, since I was kid, I have no other skills, nothing to offer, and I knew that I couldn't do anything to help. Not really. Look at what we tried to do, look what came of that. And still, we should have been doing more.
I'm glad we won't be used against innocent people anymore, but now what? So many people I care about are helping in such meaningful ways, and now I really have nothing to offer at all. I feel selfish and useless.