dedalus.
Technically it was the Death Eaters, not you. But yes, understandable. I want to throw things sometimes too.
I had almost forgotten how demoralising it is to see terrible things happen to good people and being able to do nothing to stop it. I couldn't even be there for the funeral, for Gawain.
And the Order is filled with children, which I didn't quite expect. What if we get them all killed?