I don't think that's the sort of thing anyone gets over, ever. If it was one of my sisters, if my dad never comes back - I mean, hell, I still think about Cedric. You know? And he wasn't even family. I know that doesn't even come close to what it must've been like for you. What I'm trying to say is that I know that never leaves you, no matter what anyone says. I guess what I don't understand is why you thought this was the answer. How you went from that to this. What about them did you think would give you what you want? What did they give you that we couldn't? That we didn't? Is this what you wanted? Them destroying families left and right? Is that how you can fix what happened to your brother? I can't reconcile any of this. I don't know how.