Both. No one's going to believe it if I can't back it up. Helping anyone does risk our lives, even if it's not public. Doing something to help is risking your life. My career means shit all if I'm not someone worth looking up to. I'd give it all up in a heartbeat if it meant I could actually make a bloody difference. I've dreamt of this my whole life, it's all I've ever wanted, but it means nothing if people are suffering while I'm making all this bloody money parading around like the Ministry's puppet.