layla 'double betrayla' fairbourne (boundless) wrote in disorderic, @ 2018-04-13 20:49:00 |
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Thea,
I don't know what the timing is going to be here. There's a chance you'll already hate my guts by the time you get this, I wrote it a while ago. I don't know what's happened since then, exactly, but I hope you can at least read this. I didn't want to vanish without a word to you. I owe you that.
I'm sorry. It's pretty obvious I'm gone by now, and I'm not coming back. There were a few people I never wanted to abandon, and you're one of them. I'm sorry I didn't speak out more against you wanting to take the mark. I should have. You're worth so much more than them, and you should get out when you can. Your life is more important than any Dark Lord's and you know that too. You were one of the few people I felt I could talk to in the middle of everything the last few months, and I appreciate it. It's not fair to leave you hanging, but I'm not doing this anymore. So, I'm gone, and I hope you'll seriously consider that too. Even if it wasn't meant to be you and I were one of the few bright spots over the last year for me. Thank you for being a friend, even if I'm not a good one.I really enjoyed our timeI wish things wereI really missLBest,
L