x (ex_gwil463) wrote in disorderic, @ 2018-01-01 03:01:00 |
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Entry tags: | will cadwallader |
Who: Will Cadwallader, (his ex) Emmy Jones, and (their son) Eurig Cadwallader
What: So Let's Run Off To France, the extended edition. Extremely extended.
When: December 14th-29th, slightly backdated because it just WOULDN'T END
Where: Various, but mostly Cardiff
Warnings: Swearing? Multiple POVs because it's me. Also, it's 4500 words. Oops.
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
I just don’t want him to feel alone????
What kind of mother sends their kid to like
Idk where is this dumb school?
France is huge
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it’s in the mountains i can’t spell
gruff’s mum lives in toulouse, that’s where he goes for breaks and stuff
you could do that too, you know
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
Do what?
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go with him
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
Idk
I need
A map? A map would be good
And some braining
God
Magic is stupid
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sober up, yeah?
we’ll talk later
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
Don’t judge me!
You’re drunk too
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i was sober when I left
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
That’s like an hour ago!
For all I know you’re in some club with like
Six hot girls rn
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i’m sharing a fish and chips with my cats
100% sober
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
So you’re a saint obvs
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i didn’t say that?
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
Ugh
Sleep now
Don’t wake me up
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text me when you’ve thought about it
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
Do me a favour?
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yeah?
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
Have a drink, make me feel less pathetic
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you’re not pathetic, you’re worried
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
w/e
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
Wait.
You want to send me away too?
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rereading last night?
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
Shut up.
But yeah. I am.
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it’s not about what i want anyway
or not just about what i want
he’d be safer there, that’s all
so would you
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
I have a life here.
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so take an extended holiday
it’ll still be here when you get back
i’ll find you somewhere to live, even
put down the rent for six months or something
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
You can’t just pay me to do what you want.
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It’s not like that!
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
Really.
Because what I’m hearing is ‘hey Emmy, fuck your life and your friends and your family and your degree and all that bc something is super dangerous but I can’t tell you what! Or how!
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we talked about it all night!
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
You got me drunk so I wouldn’t ask too many questions, didn’t you?
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you’re being unfair
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
Oh REALLY.
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stop making this about me
it’s about eurig’s safety, nothing else
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
Don’t you dare doing that, Will.
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emmy.
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
WHAT?
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my dad died in the first war. my uncle died too. my cousin rhys was seriously injured last year. his brother-in-law had his house burnt down a few weeks ago. fucked up things are happening at his school, they say. things are getting worse. a lot worse.
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
You didn’t say that last night.
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i didn’t want you to panic
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
I’m panicking now so GREAT JOB WILL.
Can we get him? From this school?
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i’ve tried to get ahold of someone who works there, but i can’t get straight answers anywhere
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
I don’t care. Point me to it, I’ll go get him myself.
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you’re a muggle
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
So what?
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you physically can’t get there even if i tell you where it is
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
Then YOU do it. Right now.
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I CAN’T
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
God you’re useless
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i know, all right?
I know it’s not good enough, that’s why i want you to LEAVE
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
It’s not fair
Why should WE have to leave the country because wizards are fucking their world up?
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you just do
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
I need to think
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don’t mute me again
i’ll text you tomorrow
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
You’ll just steal my phone and unmute yourself when i see you next time anyway.
Which btw is not a cool thing to do.
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yeah yeah yeah.
thursday good?
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
🙃 🙃 🙃
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
You’re such a sloppy drunk, william
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gwilym
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
You can’t stand up straight but you can spell your name?
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#welshpplproblems
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
Make it home okay?
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i could’ve slept on the floor
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
John would’ve loved tripping over you tomorrow morning
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his name is john?
that’s so
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
So what?
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grown up
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
You’re 35 years old, Will.
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not tonight
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
Definitely tonight.
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ugh
you are
the
worst
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
Thanks for making me laugh btw
I needed that
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i’m gonna hate you tomorrow
the cat said so and she’s always right
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
🤣
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can i come with you to pick eurig up? at the train, i mean
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
Depends.
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on what?
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
How drunk you get the night before
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i’m never drinking with you again
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
I hope you feel violently sick.
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there’s magic for that
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
Seriously? And you never told me?
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you hate magic, em. why would you drink it?
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
Okay, fair point
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should I start looking for a place? for you two?
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
Yeah. I think so, but don’t put a deposit down
And i want a fancy french balcony
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aren’t all balconies in france french?
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
I’m gonna stop you right there.
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or what?
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
Or I’ll tell all your fans you cry to the Hamilton soundtrack
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I DO NOT
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
It’s quiet uptown 🎶 🎶 🎶
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I hate you
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
Thanks for leaving me with this btw
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what was i supposed to do?
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
He doesn’t believe me
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believe what?
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
That we’re not fucking
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😂 😂 😂
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
Which really pisses me off
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bc you’d really like to?
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
Dumbass.
I don’t want to fuck you.
I just want to be dumped for something REAL.
Not bc it’s apparently suspicious that we can be civil to each other again.
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I don’t hate that part, actually
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
...me neither
Btw, when did THAT happen?
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no idea
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
Come over tomorrow. For Christmas dinner.
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seriously?
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
Yep. Bring presents.
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wow, this is weird
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
Good weird?
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definitely
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
Actually, don’t.
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you made up?
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
Shut up.
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that means yes.
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
I can’t have you both here for Christmas Eve, Will.
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so we’re back to mortal enemies?
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
I’m still leaving the country for you, asshole.
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eurig’s still down?
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
He packed.
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oh. that’s not good.
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
He’s terrified.
He won’t tell me what happened at school, but something definitely did and I want to hate you for that but I can’t.
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you can’t?
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
No.
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you’re gonna have to be straight with me bc this is just confusing
why don't you hate me?
what was i thinking? (emmy. it's emmy.)
Fuck if i know.