At least she hadn't pulled away yet his brain was telling him. Though he wasn't quite sure why that wasn't a bad thing. Well no, he didn't want her to leave; she was a good friend and he enjoyed her company. That was a good enough reason as any.
Her frowned at her words. "It's work. And really, it's already ruined."
Dammit, he could smack himself sometimes!
"What I mean-" wow he was brill at fucking up. "What I mean is- I've already upset you, and I'm gonna be miserable about it and I mean- I don't want to force you here because you are upset but, I mean, you staying isn't going to ruin the trip and it'd be a lot more fun then just telling you and-" Shae Bentley felt himself flush slightly, god he was a prat.
"And I'm rambling," he gave a weak grin, "I'm sorry. I should- let you get going..."