The past few weeks have been difficult without you here. I've been feeling less like myself than I did before meeting you and it scares me. I know you started schooling yesterday and I pray that all goes well for you there. I know how much music means to you and that your future is very bright with that.
The thing that scares me the most, at this moment, is the thought that when you get out of the school, you'll want to end our relationship. I know it's probably paranoia talking. After all, you'd promised me marriage and a future by your side, regardless of circumstances, right?
... I'm going to hold you to that promise, my beloved. I will wait for forever for you if I have to. I love you more than anyone on Earth.