Stephie inched slightly toward Thomas, feeling small as she leaned against his arm, wrapping her free hand around their clasped hands. She was trying to look back over the last few years and stick a drink in Peter's hand through all the important moments, all the desperately hard moments. And how many times had she made things harder? She wanted to apologise too, but it sounded like Peter was only going to say the same thing to her as he'd said to Thomas, so maybe she should just stay quiet till she worked it out.