Who: Christophe and Joel What: a chat. Where: their computers :) When: the night of February 25th Rating: SFW?
[22:28] Christophe Cottier: Hi [22:29] russialikesjoel: Hi [22:31] russialikesjoel: So, how are you? [22:31] Christophe Cottier: Im okay. I miss you. [22:31] Christophe Cottier: Im [22:31] Christophe Cottier: uh [22:31] Christophe Cottier: worreed. [22:31] russialikesjoel: Worried about what? [22:32] Christophe Cottier: you [22:32] Christophe Cottier: me [22:32] Christophe Cottier: us [22:32] Christophe Cottier: everything [22:34] russialikesjoel: You worry too much, Chris. [22:35] Christophe Cottier: I dont worry enuf. Joel... [22:35] Christophe Cottier: ar you ok? [22:37] russialikesjoel: Je suis vivant, n'est-ce pas? :/ What about you? Are you all right? [22:37] Christophe Cottier: Joel... [22:39] Christophe Cottier: You wont be living for long if you keep drinking lik last nite. [22:39] russialikesjoel: It was one night, Chris. [22:39] russialikesjoel: One night. [22:40] Christophe Cottier: was it? [22:40] russialikesjoel: Of course it was. What's that mean? [22:41] Christophe Cottier: I dont no. [22:42] russialikesjoel: I'm not a drunk. Thank you. [22:42] Christophe Cottier: I didnt say you wer. [22:42] Christophe Cottier: I dont mean drinking, I mean [22:43] Christophe Cottier: Im sorry [22:43] russialikesjoel: The drinking was one night. The rest... not so much. [22:43] russialikesjoel: But do you blame me? [22:43] Christophe Cottier: for wat? [22:43] Christophe Cottier: I dont blame you for anything [22:43] russialikesjoel: You haven't even talked to me, Chris... you're avoiding me. [22:43] Christophe Cottier: Joel [22:43] Christophe Cottier: Im [22:44] russialikesjoel: I saw you duck into the bathroom earlier... [22:44] Christophe Cottier: ashamed. [22:44] russialikesjoel: Ashamed of what? [22:44] Christophe Cottier: myself. [22:44] russialikesjoel: For what? [22:44] Christophe Cottier: what do you think? [22:45] russialikesjoel: For fucking Colby when you were dating me and breaking my heart? Is that a good place to start? [22:46] Christophe Cottier: yes [22:50] russialikesjoel: I'm sorry, that was bitchy. [22:50] Christophe Cottier: no it wasnt [22:50] russialikesjoel: I can't say I'm not still upset. I just... more than that I just can't understand why. [22:51] Christophe Cottier: ? [22:51] Christophe Cottier: what do you meen? [22:51] russialikesjoel: How sleeping with someone else was supposed to do anything but upset me. [22:52] Christophe Cottier: it wasnt for YOU. [22:52] Christophe Cottier: I didnt no what I was doing. [22:53] Christophe Cottier: I meen [22:53] russialikesjoel: Well, that's obvious.... [22:53] Christophe Cottier: I didnt no what I was doing with you. [22:53] Christophe Cottier: I was freeked out. [22:53] russialikesjoel: You couldn't have TOLD me that instead of just going out and fucking someone else? [22:54] Christophe Cottier: Told you what? [22:54] Christophe Cottier: That I was skared of you? [22:54] russialikesjoel: Everything? Anything? It would have been better than what you did. [22:57] russialikesjoel: I just don't understand why you can't just TALK to me. [22:58] Christophe Cottier: Its hard for me. [22:58] Christophe Cottier: Im sorry. [22:58] Christophe Cottier: I just dont no what Im thinking, so I dont no what to say. [22:59] Christophe Cottier: or to do [22:59] russialikesjoel: Talking is out's a good way to figure out what you're feeling. [[Joel mentions wanting alcohol in the group chat]] [23:00] Christophe Cottier: Joel... [23:00] russialikesjoel: What? [23:01] Christophe Cottier: you said it was just last nite... [23:02] Christophe Cottier: Joel, I dont no what to do, ok? I never do. Im yung. I screw up. Im trying to live with it and get past it. Thats why wer apart, ok? [[Chris says in the group chat that he’s joining the others to go smoke pot]] [23:03] russialikesjoel: So I'm not allowed to drink but you can go smoke weed? That's fantastic, Chris. [23:03] russialikesjoel: I honestly don't think I even know you any more [23:04] Christophe Cottier: may be you dont. [23:04] russialikesjoel: Fine, maybe I don't. [23:05] russialikesjoel: But just... please don't smoke that shit, Chris. [23:05] russialikesjoel: Please. [23:06] russialikesjoel: Or you know, ignore me and go fucking get high and become a pothead like the rest of them. Whatever. [23:07] russialikesjoel: I thought you were better than that but I guess I was wrong. [23:07] Christophe Cottier: Im not [23:07] russialikesjoel: You were. [23:08] russialikesjoel: You don't need to get high, Chris. You're smarter than that. [23:09] russialikesjoel: I really enjoy talking to myself.... [23:09] Christophe Cottier: Im sorry. [23:09] Christophe Cottier: Im sorry Im not who you thot I am. I havnt been this hole time. Im sorry. [23:10] russialikesjoel: What happened to the Chris I fell in love with in the first place? I don't understand. [23:11] Christophe Cottier: Me neethr. [23:12] russialikesjoel: Just fucking talk to me! I'm really trying here and I'm even more upset than i was before [23:14] russialikesjoel: If you're just going to ignore me then I'm going to sign off. Apparently no one else cares enough to talk to me either. [23:15] russialikesjoel: Yeah, nice to see you really care [23:15] Christophe Cottier: Im sorry. [23:16] Christophe Cottier: I care. [23:16] russialikesjoel: Funny fucking way of showing it [23:18] Christophe Cottier: I dont no wat to do. [23:18] russialikesjoel: Well, talking would be a nice start [23:18] Christophe Cottier: I dont no what to say. [23:19] russialikesjoel: You really have nothing to say to me? After everything you did and everything that happened? You're just going to leave us like this? [23:19] Christophe Cottier: no [23:20] Christophe Cottier: I just dont no how to say the things I want to. Or what it is I want to. I cant do this over AIM, Joel. [23:21] russialikesjoel: Then call me, or come to my room or meet me somewhere. Don't just avoid me like you hate me. [23:25] Christophe Cottier: ok [23:26] russialikesjoel: well, when you decide you want to grow a set and do something you know where to find me... if you care [23:28] russialikesjoel: of course you don't, just like everyone else.... [23:28] Christophe Cottier: I do [23:29] Christophe Cottier: we wil tak tomoro, ok? [23:29] russialikesjoel: i'll believe that when i see it