Re: Private
I can't say what their purpose was. I wasn't with them, I was against them. My homeland was invaded by them, and the crown city took my people in as refugees, and they ultimately found a way to attack and take that too. I agree, it's illogical to waste life so freely.
My death was to allow someone more important than I accomplish her mission that was ultimately to lead to the end of the fighting. I say my death, but here I am living so I do not know if I surely end up dying or if this place puts my end in stasis there. It is all very complicated. I suppose I still to this day, will fight for those around me and a better life.
I don't know if I would call it better, but acceptance and knowing the difference makes a difference.