the worst (b3n) wrote in crownplazaic, @ 2021-04-11 19:15:00 |
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Entry tags: | !log/thread, ben solo, rey |
WHO: ben + rey
WHERE: his room
WHEN: sunday, before noon
WHAT: key giving and comfort snuggles
STATUS: in-progress
WARNINGS: tba
Ben never liked to admit, especially to himself, when he couldn't do something. That morning, however, it felt like a struggle just to get up and get himself into the shower. He put on pants but ended up falling back into bed. For just a second, he swore to himself. He felt tired and just wanted to rest a little bit more. But Ari ended up chewing on his wet hair for so long that it was dry by the time she eventually lost interest. And at that point, he had been in bed for so long, that getting up felt pointless. There was nothing that he planned for that day. Nothing was expected of him. Why not just stay in bed and hide for a few hours? He would get up after lunch. Hunger would force him to his feet. Until then, he wasn't moving. The curtains were pulled and the only light was coming from the bathroom because he had been too lazy to get up and turn them off. Sure, he could have used the Force to flip the switch but covering himself in complete darkness felt a bit too much like giving in completely to the dark feeling trying to burrow its way into him. He didn't feel the need to break anything or choke anyone so that was a positive, right? He'd received a few messages from Rey that morning but his responses had been slow and evasive. It wasn't that he didn't always enjoy her presence but today- Today Ben didn't feel like his usual self. |