ᵇ ᵘ ᶜ ᵏ ʸ (followingyou) wrote in crownplazaic, @ 2021-02-12 17:07:00 |
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He wasn't a virgin but he might as well have been. His relationship with Steve had become more than a little intimate lately and he was struggling. It was becoming increasingly difficult to come up with reasons or excuses to keep them from crossing that final line. To be clear, the problem wasn't that he didn't want to have sex. The issue was that he didn't know how it would work. Where exactly did a guy have to look to find the instruction manual on pleasing his super-soldier boyfriend? This wasn't going to be a one-time thing. If Bucky had any say in it, and he would be whispering a lot into Steve's air about it, then this was something that would happen as frequently or infrequently as he and Steve wanted. In order to make that happen, Buck had to make sure that the sex was enjoyable. That Steve would want a repeat instead of just doing it out of necessity. He'd often overheard wives complaining about their husbands and how boring and unsatisfying they were in bed. That wasn't going to be him. If Steve ever gossiped with anyone about his sex life (which would be a hilarious thing to eavesdrop on, to be honest), then it was going to be nothing but praises he'd sing because Bucky wasn't about to go subpar. He'd read over the network board that someone had their collection of romantic books. Instructional, they'd been called. Bucky had sometimes liked to sneak a few poetry books home to read but right now, he needed to know how to act, not how to speak. J'mon's room was on a few floors below. He'd taken the stairs though. The elevator was nice if he was in a hurry but the climb down was better for his body. He confidently approached the door with the numbers labeled '203' above the frame. It might have been a better idea to inquire before now if the fellow was even around but the idea had just come to him and if he didn't act on it now, he'd lose the courage to do it later. He knocked twice, checked his hair blindly and then waited. |