You seem to want to put the onus on everyone else. You could have solved it quite easily, and not by requiring individuals to put in all the work for you. There is a library. There is personal exploration. And, furthermore, there is your capacity to ask before making an assumption. My existence and the nature thereof is not a matter that is up for any sort of commentary or debate, which is one of the dozens of reasons why I do not need to share it with you. But as a matter of advice, you could do well to err on the side of caution with certain individuals here. I would recommend attempting it.