rey (galpatine) wrote in crownplazaic, @ 2021-01-22 19:27:00 |
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Rey was in the kitchen attempting forage for food again. She really had to just get someone to show her how to use the things around her, because she couldn't just build a fire to roast food in the middle of the hotel. She thought about asking Hux for lessons, but she could also ask Poe. She wondered, briefly, if Ben knew how to cook. But for now, her focus was on trying to figure out what sort of cheese she wanted to gnaw on...or if she should just cut up more than one. It was better to focus on that then the tangled mess of emotions she'd become. When she was training, she could focus. When she was around anyone else, she could focus. When she was alone like this, with herself and her thoughts, it was hard to push down all the accumulated worry she'd not been handling at all. She'd been worried about Ben feeling like he would not be accepted, Poe's worry over her and Hux, and Hux. She hadn't even confronted the fact that they had matching holes in their shirts. Instead, she'd basically glossed it all over, trying to keep on a strong positive attitude around them, which clearly frustrated her now only roommate. The fact that Finn's things were gone had been even more upsetting, but he'd become increasingly uncomfortable with their dealings with the First Order, right? Did they drive him away? No, the hotel did things on it's own whims. Maybe it was just his time to go. She would miss her short-term padawan. She was hoping that Luke would be able to train them together, but she had Grogu as a classmate, and Ben had offered to be her spar partner and test what she'd learned. He was just way more worried about his handiwork and how it would hold up. She'd been staring at the same block of cheese forever, having zoned out in thought. The fridge was beeping from being held open too long, but she didn't seem to notice. |